There is a heaviness that lingers deep within, a heaviness that tears at my numbly frozen skin, constantly awakening it with fresh cuts. The pain, the never ending heartbreak slashes through my withering existence, branding my soul with infinite misery, an eternal suffering. I still breathe, yet my breath is no more then […]
“I understand” not.
Sometimes it seems that where ever I go all I see is people craving an instant solution, the shortest way out. Almost desperately they accept whatever you have to offer, without knowing, without realizing that the person standing next to them is as tentative, as lost as them self. This unsteady rope that we all […]
Generosity in opinion
Generosity is not only our ability to share, to extend help but “generosity in opinion” means to be able to empathize, to be able to see what lies beyond the hatred, the repulsiveness, the ugliness that resides within one’s actions, within their behavior. To have a deep understanding of all the negative traits yet still […]
The air that I breathe.
I write these words as my story, a story that I can paint on my bruised skin, a story that thrives within the depths of my soul, a story that is a desperate attempt to derive meaning. I inhale this static substance around me as sharply I can, and I feel it burn inside me. […]
Untying the knots within my mind
We all see different. You might see these very words in a certain way, from a certain angle but the other person might want to slightly twist it around, flip it up, move a little right, turn a drastic left and then see it, a lot differently. The thoughts that encompass your brain might not […]
I almost died of laughter.
I’m tired. The kind of tired where you sit blurry eyed at the breakfast table, slumped over your every day bowl of tasteless cereal. Chewing your food, seems to be a task too demanding, too strenuous. All you want to do is loose yourself to the comfort of your warm, cozy bed but you just […]
Let your tears flow. (a midnight rant)
Sitting against this concrete wall, I can’t hold back the tears that make their way down my face. I’m done hiding, I can’t run away from the pain that encompasses my soul anymore. I need to face it, I need to own my tears because in all reality they are the sole reason for my […]
